Is this were I'm suppose to be? Should this go on, keep fighting, or just move on? What is the direction of my life?
These are the questions that I'm asking myself. I'v always wanted something like this, things were going very well for a while. Lately, though, things seem to change. The direction of my life, the thoughts running through my head, is THIS what I'm suppose to do?
Maybe something else is coming. Something better? Maybe I'm not suppose to be here anymore, perhaps it was only temporary. A small moment of experience a taste of how it works, and then on to something new. Something more exciting? Something harder?
At the moment I have no idea what all this means. So, for now at least, I'm just waiting for an answer, that I may or may not like. If I'm suppose to stay then fine, I will, I'll work it out, but if something else is coming my way, something that may or may not be easier, that I might not THINK is better, then I'll go for it anyway.
I know it's all in Gods time and that He will show me what to do. But sometimes, it seems, that He likes to take his time doing it. I'v always considered myself to be patient, but I guess it's something I'll need more then I thought.
I know one answer at least. I'm defiantly a work in progress.
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